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I actually have some of this good advice, but it took a lot of time and life challenging effort to discover it. We are the people that live amongst each other everyday, for the rest of our life and yet we still struggle, fight, hurt, hate, and cause one another so much stress it's spreading like a disease.  We will all get our chance in life to experience these unwanted feelings, but being whom we are; we look to one another for hope in struggle.  The perfect example of whom we reflect is that of our children.  We our so overwhelmed, when it comes to to a disappointing mishap in your life and it is normal to feel this way, but I have notice reading all our struggles and hopes for help together; seems to bring somewhat  of a moments peace.  My advise to all of God's beautiful creature's is this "Learn and study as best you can during this challenging experience and if you have children use that as an asset for your advantage, by that I mean show them, guide them and present to their hearts that love under any circumstances can be conquered.  so that they may respect each others issues and will not cause themselves so much pain when face to it themselves.  Yes life is hard, but there is always light at the end of a struggle!!! Love & God Bless to Everyone... 

I never replyed to anyone on this site before, but for the first time I am going to say a few words to you Mr. or Ms. nonsence.  My account name is xcy_g and when I came upon this website I felt very uneasy to just come out and ask for a hand out, so I didn't.  Instead I gave my gift of experinces throughout my life and shared with many other beautiful, sad, hard, misfortunate, and challanging stories.  I can't began to tell you how great! A shared peice of one of God's creatures is so amazing, to actually pay attention to.  Whether nonsence or not, you can intake it anyway your mind wants and either use it as an asset towards your future life situations or maybe it just touched you so much, because you felt you had such a blessed life, that you may want to share some of that gift w/others.  What ever it is that you feel towards (us).  I can only pray that you may never have to experince mentally, financially, and physically the most mind challanging experinces in my opinion, to go through, because there will always be someone with more difficulties to deal with then you, but if your not prepared to become face to face with them at the time, it happens.  You just may be that person who talks(All That Nonsence)!

Godbless to All!!!! 

My name is xcy_g. I have 5 children and youngest are 2yrs of age.  I became widowed from my deceaed husband, when he was murdered in 2002.  My mother & grandmother who raised & nurtured me past away just before my husband & I was devastated. They say when it rains, it pours literally. I started to loose my mind & become very depressed person. I did not want to live, I lost my job, house, vehichle, and above all my children. I was thrown on the streets and became homeless for 7 1/2 mthns. I turned to substance abuse, to ease my pain. I later found out my children were being sexually abused in a christain daycare they were attending, it blew my mind and all I wanted to do was get right in my head and let me tell you it wasn't easy to do. God has blessed me to have the streghth & courage to do it and I did.  I am happy to say I recently been clean for a little more then a year, I am not depressed any longer and I got my children back in June of 2009. I want to bring back stability into my childrens lives again. I cannot imagine the pain my poor children felt through all they have been pulled from and deprived of. I can not look back at the past, but use the gift of experince to teach my children the best I can be, as a parent. I feel as if I got a second chance at life and I want it now to give the best I can to my children and their children God Bless!